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You keep on denying (oh) Who you are and how youre feeling - Sindri - 7/14/2026


Personal note: day 3 of heat (July 3rd)

Sindri had to hurry, or she was going to be late for the party she'd been trying so hard to spread the word of! Of all the worries she had ever given her Father(s) and was like to continue to proffer each potentially heart-attack-risking event with the same apologetic, sweet smile that had always gotten her out of trouble before.... this should not be one of them. He was trying so hard to carry on, especially after each and nearly each one of his children were drifting on the wind or back within the embrace of their ancestors - it would be cruel, now, to not be home when she promised she would. To make him fear something had happened to his last daughter. His last child, the only one of the litter not assumed dead or personally buried.
She would never forget the way she thought her heart would tear from her chest, the day she found Bragi had gone. She blamed herself - if she'd been more attentive of Apollo, perhaps, he would've pulled through his infection. He would've lived. Her sister wouldn't have lost him, and she wouldn't have lost her sister. Then again, Bragi always had seemed tortured by something Sindri couldn't see nor soothe, and however much she'd tried, she'd never been able to feel as though her littermate had really assimilated into this life of theirs. Maybe out there... she had found something else. Maybe the sea had taken her back as it had Trygve, and she was with Apollo again.

Or maybe she was right here on this fucking MOUNTAIN?

Sindri thought she was dreaming, at first, or simply wishing for a life she didn't have anymore. Her hormones were running rampant, her thoughts were swarmed with Fenglan and returning home, and she was lost in nostalgia. The first faint wisp of a scent went merely sighed at, and the dappled Cupiddottir carried on forward. Was over the mountain quicker than around? She wasn't sure anymore, but she was still trying to see as much as possible on her way home! The cliffs would afford her some distant glances at lands still yet untouched by her paws, and she told herself she would go further, next time.

Whenever that would be.

When Bragi's scent drifted to her again, stronger, more solid, Sindri nearly tripped off the cliff. It couldn't be, she thought, but couldn't it? She knew the chances of her littermate being dead were as equal to her chances of finally having snapped and run off. Why did it surprise her, the idea that she might've been hiding here watching over the island all the time?
Well. It didn't smell so strongly of her, but still.

Where had she been?

What had she been doing?

Why wasn't she home, with them? If she couldn't stand it there anymore without her son, then why not at least a goodbye?

Sindri, all too well aware that she stank to high hell and back, pulled herself onto level land and picked up into a trot, ears on a swivel. A single bark left her; curious, summoning, disbelieving. Astraios soared high above, gravely silent save for a single who-hoot as if calling with her, his shadow dancing on the stony path just ahead of her nose. The sun had fled from the sky, leaving a bit of a chill to the summer night, but it wasn't entirely dark yet either. Twilight wrapped the world in pastel purples, and at the very edge of the far horizon, navy began to bleed onto the vast canvass.

Somewhere out there, her sister. Sindri wouldn't let her hide, not now. Not this time. Even if she didn't want to come home, Sin deserved the goodbye she never got in the first place. Bragi deserved an apology she'd never allowed her sister to offer.




RE: You keep on denying (oh) Who you are and how youre feeling - Bragi - 7/14/2026

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The climb up wasn't hard. She'd scaled colder, snowier, icier. She was built for this. And! She could see more and more of the mainland with every step, fueling the fire under her ass that had gotten her to this point in the first place. The burning desire to be home, stronger, even, than her boundless curiosity or wanton sense of adventure.

Bragi hadn't seen her family since Apollo's... fall. She... didn't even know if he was okay. (Not that she even cared. The brat was her... hers.) It was just... It would be nice to know how they were doing. To see them again. She missed them. She didn't know how long she'd been gone.

She missed them every time. And she could actually spend time with them, now! Without having to worry about it all getting wrenched away from her the next time she closed her eyes. She could hug Cupid without her skin getting all weird and prickly. She could train with Tyr without it being all awkward afterwards.

...Did they miss her? Would they even recognize her without...

She... shook it off. The setting sun had painted the sky in familiar tones by the time she crested that final rise. The first gust of wind whistling through her fur, unbidden, as she looked out and saw land stretching out far below her for untold miles. Plains and forests and mountains and rivers. But she couldn't see the ocean.

Now, Bragi was no expert, but she was pretty sure that the like, main thing about an island was that it was surrounded by ocean.

So where the fuck was the ocean.

She turned and just saw more mountains. She turned again and saw mainland. She knew she lived in the north, and the sun set in the... west? But the sun was gone, and she couldn't remember which direction it had gone in.

Her breath hiked. She didn't know where she was. She missed her family. She wanted to go home but she didn't know where home—

But then, a bark. Bragi turned, saw the owl first, thought huh, and then finally saw— holy shit? Sindri!

leaving any potential injuries vague <_<