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l-o-v-e’s just another word i never learned to pronounce - Gladiator1 - 10/17/2024

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The sun was well into the sky by the time they’d returned. They probably would’ve been back sooner, but when she got up her legs were shaking and wouldn’t stop for miles.

Zora? She probably should’ve brought something back with them. A vole or a rabbit or some other excuse as to where they’d been all night that wasn’t their wild eyes, trembling legs, and shell-shocked expression. But they didn’t, hadn’t even thought to. All that mattered to them was getting back to her, seeing her, touching her, knowing that she was real.

Zora


RE: l-o-v-e’s just another word i never learned to pronounce - Zora - 10/24/2024



Dia hadn't warmed Zora's side last night, and had never returned to let Zora slot her body amongst their own, like a shield, like a sunbeam wrapped in cashmere.

Dia hadn't greeted her with teeth that mussed Zora's fur so she had to fix it while the birds whistled and chattered in the trees, the dawn cresting the horizon.

Dia hadn't trotted home, bloodied and beautiful from some hunt or brawl or some other shenanigan as the sun crawled across the sky.

Zora had been very normal and calm about it. Zora had never had a problem giving Gladiator whatever length of leash they needed, as long as they rebounded back to her side sooner or later. Zora wasn't the kind of woman to need to be at her companion's heels on whatever quest or adventure they were on.

While that was true, it was also unusual for Dia to be gone this long, these days. After finding each other, they'd had difficulty so much as taking their eyes off each other for very long.

To be gone so long, without telling her why, was unusual; but Zora was fine.

She was fine.

She had systemically stripped every useful or even partially useful herb from the forest around her in a gradually increasing radius from their little camp over the hours that had ticked by, but she was not worrying at all.

The sound of pawsteps caused her ear to swivel, followed by Zora's head lifting to watch Gladiator emerge from the trees.

Relief was a tidal wave, wiping out entire villages within her chest. The bundle of greenery chaotically bursting from her tightly-clamped jaws dropped to the earth, the princess visibly brightening at Gladiator's arrival...but it only took a second or two to notice the look in their eyes and her stumbled steps. Zora sobered instantly, expression thunderous as she stepped forward, intent upon searching Dia's figure for injuries. What happened? Her voice was taut with concern.




RE: l-o-v-e’s just another word i never learned to pronounce - Gladiator1 - 10/26/2024

The trees parted to reveal her and Gladiator nearly collapsed from the relief. She was perfect, bright and warm and real. Even as she rushed to them, scanning them critically for injuries with an expression capable of leveling mountains. They'd give their afterlife for a chance to see what kind of havoc she'd wreck with that expression if only she'd taken them up on those fighting lessons.

Cave, they panted, out of breath despite having walked here on plodding limbs. Spooky cave. Went to face my fears. She took a single step forward. It was all she could manage now that the adrenaline of the night had started to wear off. They wanted to bury their face in Zora's fur and stay there forever. They wanted to melt from the heat of their bodies perfectly intertwined, but that would have to wait. Gladiator had something she needed to say, first.

I love you, they said, finally, before something interrupted them or they thought about it too much and changed their mind or worried about what she'd think or say or do once they did. Like a lot. I have for a really long time.

You don't have to say anything. Just thought you should know. Though, they had to admit they'd be pretty fucking embarrassed if she actually didn't and they just had to stand here with that hanging between them in awkward silence. I saw some real fucked up shit in that cave, they amended quickly, by way of changing the subject.



RE: l-o-v-e’s just another word i never learned to pronounce - Zora - 10/31/2024



Spooky cave, they explained. Zora furrowed her brows in response, a pensive twist to her maw as she formulated her response...

But Dia took a step forward, and Zora could see how wrecked they were. The worried scolding could come later, or not at all - for the moment, she only sought to provide a reassuring press of her muzzle to their shoulder. A welcome home and glad you're in one piece in one movement. Zora drew back, just slightly, only for Dia to speak yet again.

Nothing could have prepared her for -

I love you.

Oh.

It might not have been the pinnacle of romantic moments: Dia had shown up looking run over by a buffalo after experiencing a cave of horrors after abandoning Zora to go into the horror cave of horrors.

And she blurted the words out like they were surprised by them, and scared of them, maybe a little.

It was perfect. It made Zora's heart flutter back to life, once she took a moment and processed it. Because that sentiment was sincere, it was real; the words themselves, they were seemingly so insignificant in the scope of the entanglement of their lives.

What was 'I love you' to coming back to life for the other, for dying with another's name in your mouth? Except for the fact that even amidst all of that, 'I love you' was everything. They were still speaking - words and a look on their face Zora was trying her best to sear into her very soul. All of Dia's disheveled fur, the scar across their snout, the haunted look in their eyes - Zora wanted it all.

You don't have to say anything, and Zora finally moved, closing the space between them and shaking her head. No, no, I want - Just, wait.

She paused, taking a steadying breath. I love you, too. And it came so easily, she wondered with awe and a giddy shame how she'd never said it before - it spilled over her tongue so much more easily than any curse or lie or even her own name.

I...I've wanted to say that for a long time, I think. She murmured, quiet.

They changed the subject, curse them, and Zora arched a brow. They're not called the 'fucking creepy nightmare caves' for nothing. Are you...?




RE: l-o-v-e’s just another word i never learned to pronounce - Gladiator1 - 11/10/2024

Gladiator's jaws audibly clicked shut, killing the end of whatever they'd been saying when Zora told them to wait. They couldn't even recall what it was, so it must not have been very important, anyway. She just stared, quietly, obediently, her head tilted down and her nose trailing lightly through Zora's fur.

I love you, too.

She swallowed. Her throat was dry, all of a sudden. She couldn't why remember why. She nodded, sucked in a breath and released it with an Okay, numb and buzzing all at once. It would hit them soon, probably. The weight of the admission, their mutual feelings. It would find them after they'd had time to process all they'd seen and experienced in a dark, little cave in an unsuspecting corner of the woods where a dark, little cave should never have been. It would sink it after they'd had a chance to breath, because oh my god holy fuck what the shit oh my god.

But right now it felt like they were underwater. Uh, no, they responded, distantly. Yes. Maybe. I don't know. That, too, would find them soon.

Probably.



RE: l-o-v-e’s just another word i never learned to pronounce - Zora - 12/21/2024



Her heart was soaring, it was - gone, entirely out of her body with how euphoric she was. If it had stopped beating she wouldn't have noticed until she was dropping dead.

Okay, and that was it. That was all it had to be. No formalities, no fighting, no trying or lying to convince Dia to accept Zora's love for them - or to offer theirs in return.

Zora let her eyes fall shut briefly, relishing in the momentary giddy peace she'd found, holding the fragile moment in her memory for just a second longer. She took a breath, opening her mismatched gaze once more as Dia spoke. A worried crease formed between her brow. Alright. They would be ok in the long run. In this moment, Zora was composed of nothing but boundless hope.

I love you I love you I love you, You're here now, you're ok. She assured finally. The caves may have been...damaging, but Dia had come back to her. You're mine.




RE: l-o-v-e’s just another word i never learned to pronounce - Gladiator1 - 1/13/2025

Zora spoke her reassurances. They were simple, soft. Grounding. They drew in and breathed out several long, quiet puffs of air, calming the buzzing beneath her skin. She felt murky without it, and a little tired, but that was fine. Because she was Zora's, and they loved her.

They hmm'd, low and rumbling, in the back of their throat as they brought the side of their muzzle to press against hers, confused as to why they weren't already touching. Then their body was moving, too, closing what little distance remained between them and snaking their neck around the back of Zora's to hug her even tighter against them. And their gaze roamed, down her back, past the tip of her tail, to the forest just behind her looking oddly... stripped.

Why is half the forest missing?




RE: l-o-v-e’s just another word i never learned to pronounce - Zora - 1/26/2025



Zora was quiet for a moment, biting her tongue to let Dia process their surroundings and the situation. She did not want to push too much, too quickly.

The caves were fucked up, and she hated that she hadn't been there to help, to do anything to banish the nightmares that occupied so much of the Mercer's mind, but she wasn't sure she would have truly helped.

They'd made it out on their own strength. For that, she was equal parts thankful and proud.

Dia moved like a mirage in the desert, flickering, graceful and warm - but oh-so-real and solid, when they slid their muzzle against hers and tucked the serpent queen into a cozy embrace. Zora leaned into it, shuddering with a small gasp at the suddenness of the contact but very content to nibble her teeth lightly against skin beneath the guard hairs draping Dia's shoulder.

Why is half the forest gone?

Oh. A sheepish giggle bubbled up from her chest. Uh....I....was growing worried about you. So I did some light foraging.




RE: l-o-v-e’s just another word i never learned to pronounce - Gladiator1 - 1/26/2025

Her giggle warmed them, and they might've melted into a puddle of orange goop if it hadn't been for Zora's stabilizing presence directly under their chin. They rumbled in response, closing their eyes as they leaned into the soft bite of her teeth. Light foraging. Heh.

Worried? Why? They asked, low and a little sleepy, the heat from Zora's body seeping into their limbs and soul and carefully erasing every traumatic cut and memory with surgical precision. I promised, didn't I?



RE: l-o-v-e’s just another word i never learned to pronounce - Zora - 2/24/2025



Dia laughed, and Zora huffed a sheepish giggle into their fur, tucking her face into their thick pelt. Her tail swayed by her ankles, though.

She shouldn't have been worried, she knew. They had been alright - although, in a way, they hadn't. What if she hadn't returned from the cave? What if her fears had overwhelmed her? What if someone else had found Dia on their way to Zora?

Stopped them from returning, for good?

But a little faith was the least of what she owed them. She leaned a bit of her weight into them, grounding herself before she floated away on the river of her own worries. I know.

They'd made a promise. Zora believed they'd keep it.

I love you.