The question lingered in the air far longer than it should have and Eidola searched for an answer, but every thought she reached for dissolved beneath another. The whispers that threaded themselves between each of those sounds until she could no longer tell where one ended and the next began. By the time she found words, she had nearly forgotten the question itself.
...Nothing,
she answered softly.
I've just... been thinking,
it sounded thin even to her own ears. As Euphemia moved to stand beside her, Eidola's shoulders grew rigid. Not because of the older woman, Euphemia had given her no reason to be afraid. But another presence, another voice, another scent only made the world more crowded. Her attention fractured into a dozen directions at once, each demanding to be believed before the next could arrive.
She found herself studying the grass beneath Euphemia's paws, watching each blade bend beneath her weight. She listened to the steady cadence of her breathing, yet the whispers continued.
Look behind her.
She's hiding something.
Don't answer.
Eidola closed her eyes for only a heartbeat before opening them again looking away only made the pressure inside her head feel heavier. A faint forced smile crossed her face at her aunts next words,
I know,
her voice faltered there and without warning, another thought slipped into the chaos.
Where is Torgar?
It arrived with such quiet simplicity that it almost hurt, she remembered the warmth of his shoulder brushing against hers. The way his laugh settled something restless inside her; flowers he'd gathered simply because they reminded him of her. Somehow when she was with him, the world seemed... quieter. She had never questioned why, only knew that the constant strain of sorting through every sound and every shadow became just a little easier to bear.
She hadn't seen him today and for one foolish moment, she caught herself glancing toward the path winding through the trees as though some part of her expected his broad silhouette to appear between the pines. Embarrassed by the instinct, Eidola lowered her gaze before Euphemia could notice.
...Sometimes my thoughts become a little busy,
she murmured after a long silence.
They settle eventually,
it was easier to say that than to admit she no longer knew which sounds belonged to the forest and which belonged only to herself.
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