Violence, his mother once whispered into his ear, was a Zaal’s favorite game. They had been watching their siblings beat each other into the ground. Whirling dervishes of snapping teeth and loud snarling, under the keen eye of the King. The Lady Winter, delicate was she, watched in apathy. Daryn, who had never delighted in war, instead watched their courtiers. Maybe that was what led their mother to send them away in finality. After all, violence was for Zaals. It was Daryn’s favorite subterfuge that was a game for Amulets to play.
Violence still tickled their spine even as the pair moved further afield from that accursed cottage. It dragged sugar-sweet claws through their skin, whispering into their ear. Didn’t it feel good? Didn’t you like it? Wearing that smile full of knives, ready to go to war for your sweet? Didn’t you like watching that stranger’s face fade from malice to confusion? Didn’t you like sliding that paw full of murderous intent in front of you, curling like a viper ready to strike? A cold sweat broke over them, and Daryn had begged off from Harvest’s company for a while. It was too much to bear, for now.
Instead, they stomped through the forest, trying to drive that writ of violence away. Before it did to them what it did to the rest of the Zaals. Before it did to them what it did to their father. Daryn could feel it, that edge they were approaching between anger and overstimulation. It was dizzying, like the taste of far too much wine coating their tongue. Their head was spinning by the time they slowed down, and their haunches gracefully gave way into a hard sit.