he could hardly fail to notice the expression on her face. it was so familiar that it stole the words from his tongue.
he recovered with a quiet laugh. "i know. my sister, aimi- she has a very difficult time. but she manages, mostly. the migration is easier- maybe you'd like to try when it comes along next year. in a better season than winter."
but of course everyone had to eat no matter the season, and he was no stranger to a cruel winter ocean. patience came easier on his own, with nothing but the waves for company.
yunxu returned her smile, somewhat less nervously. "thank you."
he stepped carefully along the fallen tree until he had reached the sprawling branches at the end, and leaned over the water.
when he'd been a child, the hunting was all done in tidepools. sometimes fish washed up in the hollows in the rocks when the tides went out. when prey couldn't dart away and out to sea, it was good for pups. it taught them the basics and the confidence. and after a good storm, plenty tended to wash up there.
he didn't have tidepools. but he had a shoal of darting minnows that seemed to like the cover and the shapes of snapper he'd seen earlier- the younger, smaller ones, before they migrated out to sea.
he used his teeth to snap off a leaf- small, still deep green despite the cooling air- and let it fall, teeth and legs at the ready, planted firmly on the trunk. a little ripple spread where it landed, and he waited.
the minutes did give him ample time to remember he was being looked at- and that he was hardly a competent teacher, not that he'd ever been given the opportunity to teach before. he was far too inexperienced for that. he had an excuse not to pay attention, at least- it was more comfortable to keep his eyes fixed on the water.
the sleek shadow of a fish darted under the branches. yunxu carefully didn't stiffen- that could set the branch swaying, and that would chase off a meal as easily as fumbling the bite. his head was already bent low, and when the shape came close to the surface to nibble at the leaf, he snapped his head forward like a shark.
his teeth hooked in. but the bark wasn't what he was used to, slick and rotting, and he abandoned the attempt to keep his dignity and plunged in after it, determined not to make a fool of himself at this too.
the water was shallow enough to stand in this close to shore, so the panic surged like a tidal wave and then faded, muted but present. it rushed up his nose and blurred his eyes. he couldn't breathe. the sea roared in his ears like a heartbeat. he was-
no
he clenched his jaw tighter, paws flexing in the sand as he yanked his head backwards. blood mixed with saltwater on his tongue as he plunged hastily back towards the bank, the weakly-struggling fish held in his jaws.



