She offered him a wan, slightly sorrowful smile as he assured her. You came when you could. That's enough. There had been no decision to do so on Lian's end. It was merely the Dragon's breath, pushing her gently along the path she was meant to take. But she knew if she had woken up that morning to find her father absent - yes, she would have arrived here sooner or later anyway. Nothing would have stopped her.
She was Tianlong, after all. The lotus, pure as snow, bloomed best within the murkiest of waters.
Ripples elegantly followed her every movement as she scrubbed the mud off her fur, then simply enjoyed the comforting buoyancy of the pool's still waters. Like her namesake, the princess was quite at home in the water, though she avoided it in polite company. Lian enjoyed these talks of theirs, when the father and his daughter would sit and meander through topics of conversation with the unhurried flight of a crane. If I didn't tell you to sit up straight, Nǎinai ('paternal grandmother') would instead. Lian pursed her lips at him, so as to mask a mischievous smile fighting to crease her features.
He said she sounded more and more like Mei. Lian was warmed by the thought. She knew she took after Mei so much - from her coat to her small build to her resolute commitment to doing good. Not that either the Empress or Emperor were anything but altruistic. Lian could see how hard they worked to make the Tianlong strong, to do right by their people and one another. Any comparison between the princess and any of those in her closest circle was a comparison she was flattered by, and it showed in her appreciative, bright smile and shyly pinned ears. She could only reply with an agreeable hum at first.
She would not tell her parents, but a little part of her was a bit vexed by the comparison. As much as Lian wanted to make her parents proud, she wanted...more, too. She wanted to take what they had to teach her, to give her, and build on it. To be acknowledged for her accomplishments as Lian , not as a mirror of the best parts of those who'd created her.
It was teenaged rebellion clad in the ambitions of a youth with a heart too gentle to reject the support system she cared for so deeply. Her identity was in flux, and Lian ached to have some direction with which to figure herself out. If she thought about it too hard, though, she knew no one - not even her wise father or empathetic mother - could give her a shortcut. She had to pave the path for herself, laying each stone by hand.
She had grown lost in thought as well, staring into her reflection in the rippling surface of the water, until Shenlei moved in her peripheral. Lian glanced up at him, golden eyes meeting his darker shade. Her expression was soft, brows arched in such a way that fully revealed the youth she was still clumsily navigating her way through and her reliance on him to guide her through it. She had lost everything she'd ever known in a swift blow, returned only one small - but vital - pillar in her father before her.
The loss, however, was a thorn in her paw she was not used to, and it tinged her warmth with a faint but perhaps noticeable melancholic, somewhat nervous edge.
I know. She replied, voice steady. Did that mean Fen was here, too? Lian gave a little sigh of relief, sinking deeper into the waters until they lapped at her chin. Shenlei urged her to hurry with her impromptu bath. Lian let her paws curl up from the pebbled bottom of the pool so her head could sink beneath the ripples, before climbing out with a few brisk steps. Her coat streamed water, but a firm shake left her with only damp spikes of red-tinged fur to tidy as she walked.
She was not one for much physical affection, but her heart beating strongly within her chest ached as if a little bruised. Lian thought they could both use it, so she trotted until she was close enough to gently bump her shoulder against Shenlei's flank. Too bad there's nothing to be done about you, even before the swamp got a hold of you. She snarked back, laughter lining every word.