First was his sight. There was a haze, like a thickened fog, blanketed across the forest floor. Each blink cleared away some of the confusion, sharpening focus until he was able to distinguish shadows from shapes once more. Yet, the picture of the world around him remained blurry, unfocused, unclear. His left eye throbbed and strained, desperate to process information to calm the blood racing across his lungs and heart. Eventually the blinks began to show there was no changing what was unseen, which promised that today would be one of those low vision days. It had been sometime since his eye had been so weak, but it was to be expected for the time of year where food was scarce.
Next, his nose. His breathing was erratic from such a rude waking, making it easy for shuddering pants to turn into purposeful, deep breaths. Each inhale brought with it the icy bite of the world around him, filling in the picture of his mind like crayons on a coloring page. The thick scent of winter-soaked trees invaded every cell, relaxing him with the familiarity it brought. His brother's storm-like perfume was stale, meaning his sibling had likely woken up with a far more calm morning and begun to scout for their next meal.
Last, his ears. Twin triangles twisted, picking up the rustling of wind through the pines, and the faint hush that usually threatened before the coldest parts of the year. There was a faint sound of life, the fading bustle of a forest that was preparing for the hibernation of winter. There was nothing but an echo of whatever had stirred him into such a rude awakening. Most importantly, there was no hint of the danger his body had warned him about.
Such disorientation was perhaps about as normal as one could expect when waking up alone. Typically, Hawke's instincts would have been soothed by the ever constant presence of his dispersal brother, Thrush, beside him. The pair travelled in solitude that was only broken by each other, and with the confidence of loners that had survived for years. It had been so long since Hawke had needed to calm himself in such a sudden mental dance, but it had also been quite a few weeks since he'd woken without Thrush at his side.
His paws relaxed in the ground. His anchoring had kept the wolf from leaping up, from further disorientating himself by charging away with instinctive abandon. Had there been any true danger, he would have no doubt already been aware of Thrush's reactions to such stimulus (which would certainly not be quiet). As it was, Hawke appeared to be utterly and totally alone. He stood, and cold wind quickly rushed to steal away the warmth of the spot he'd been resting in. It rustled through the winter-thickened white of his pelt, grabbing at loosened undercoat to quickly whisk away for whatever lucky birds came across it, then settled as the pines began to groan from the force of it. A second later it had returned, a weakened breath in comparison, lazing through the forest.
It also brought with it the faint whisper of sounds, and scents, that would no doubt serve to help him understand just where they were. He'd been chased through the darkness with his brother, territorial teeth ripping them from the cliff-side cave they'd occupied for most of the summer. They'd entered the pine forest and the beasts, which he assumed was a pack of many mouths, had abruptly cut their pursuit off. The brothers had continued deeper into the woods regardless, none to keen to test how far their agitators were willing to search to find them. Yet, not a single one of these pines bore even a hint at the familiarity of the ridge the brothers had called home. Even the rushing wind seemed empty with the known. Thrush had no doubt wanted to retrace their steps from the previous night, to see how far the irritated territory holders had pushed to find them.
Or perhaps, Hawke realized, his brother was simply hungry. His own stomach clenched in emptiness, displeased from expending such energy with so little to replace it. Hawke walked a wide arc, tilting his head to keep the bulk of his chosen path in the good vision of his right eye. Thrush's scent was old, and fading; no doubt it was from the wind, and the cold that made it so hard to track. His paw prints, however, remained in the disturbed underbed of needles, so the elder brother set that as his path.
Step by step, paw after paw, Hawke emptied his mind to anything but the thought of finding his siblings. It wasn't like the other to wander so far, especially in unfamiliar territory. He was a big brother, and it was his job to worry... and Hawke was very good at his job. When the tracks in the pine needles began to fade, his ears flicked back in concern. His breath fogged at the tip of his muzzle, and he stopped in a particularly open clearing between the massive trees. Even as he tilted his head back, Hawke knew this was a bad idea. They'd barely managed to rest after the chase last night, both of them as bitterly hungry as they were cold, but worry drove his actions regardless. If he could not follow Thrush's scent, or his trail, he would simply rely upon their most direct form of communication.
Hawke tilted his head back and howled, letting the powerful sound carry with the breathing gusts of the wind.
