It should have been comforting to hear the words echoed back to her, but Kirain had sunk too deeply into her own thoughts to truly acknowledge them. Instead, she chose to acquiesce to Stardust’s gentle insistence about the pigments.

I suppose that would be nice. As long as you’re sure it wouldn’t hinder you at all, darling. We could put little puppy paw prints all over the entrance.

A small, genuine smile flickered across her face. It wouldn’t be long before the pups grew larger and more independent, a thought that settled heavily on the new mother’s heart. She should have felt proud, happy even, but she couldn’t quite summon the emotion in this moment.

It’s okay, really. I don’t mind waiting. Besides, I haven’t left them alone with anyone but Lestan so far. You know I trust you, but my maternal anxiety would never allow it.

Nor her maternal guilt, but that, she kept to herself. Lowering her head between her paws, Kirain released a silent sigh.

You don’t have to stay if you have other things to do, Stardust. I appreciate that you visited. More than you know.

Was it rude to send her friend away? To retreat into self-pity again? Kirain’s jaw tightened as she closed her eyes, willing the loud, unwelcome thoughts from her mind.