
Euphemia gazed at the walls of her subterranean den. She had managed to utilize the roots of the tree that grew above her to support the earth as she carved away the shape of many shelves; and upon those shelves, were plants. It was not a collection of various bobbles and oddities (though she did have her crystals from her birthday on display, front and center) as one might have assumed, but simply plants. Boughs of plants, all dried, all laid together in neat little piles.
Phia, perhaps like most young women, struggled with feeling purposeful. The maiden greatly longed for responsibility, now that she had seen the good it does to a soul. Much of the time she felt adrift, so terrified of the possibility that she might be ripped away from her sisters and family that she dared not do anything that would improve her value to them. Still, it felt so strange to exist in such a limbo. After all, wasn't she the smart one, and weren't "the smart ones" supposed to make something of themselves?
Euphemia felt as though she were a sprig that lay so delicately upon her shelves. There was something within her that was innate, that was god-given, that made her special ~ but without application and intention, she just existed. These plants just existed; they had a reason to be cultivated and stored, and it seemed so silly that Euphemia held such great skill at farming and foraging, but nothing in the way of healing and nourishment.
It wasn't for the lack of not being taught. Oh, why hadn't she listened to mother when she had waxed on about the uses of plants, bestowing them with such magicks as being able to rid of disease or parasite, and to bind wounds and mend chronic ailments! She read it amongst her books in the vast libraries of the consulate, but there was something that simply didn't translate in her mind. It was difficult to understand why it was all the way it was, and Euphemia very much wanted to know exactly how a simple root could poison an entire wolf, or how fermentation so lubricated the mind and tongue. Who, what, when, where, why, how???
Euphemia narrowed her gaze and knitted her brows together. It was the dead of winter, and herbs hadn't been green and growing in many months. Many of these specimens (as they were) had been harvested in the height of summer and carefully dried in the sun to preserve them as long as they could, but even so, her den and its shelves were not airtight and they did not last as long as she would have hoped. Some simply had lost a majority of their effectiveness, while some had grown mold. They wouldn't be replaced until spring or summer, but who would want them in this state?
The silver maiden dashed at the leaves, branches are berries with the sudden strike of her paw, like a poisonous adder exploding out from under a pile of undergrowth, mouth yawning open wide. It felt good, so Euphemia did it again, and then she gathered up as much as she could within her jaws and unearthed herself, popping up beneath her tree. She darted forward a few paces to be free of her den's gravitational pull and then shook her head wildly, feeling the delicate plants shred apart due to the thrashing until she held betwixt her jaws nothing more than bare sticks and the remnants of her careful stores littered the permafrost.
It would be returned to the earth, and restored once more. Just as she was and would be, time and time again. What was once old, now will be new.
and Euphemia smiled.
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she doesn't know that the world is turning just for her

