It had unnerved her, but Solulfur was used to strange dreams. She had paid it little mind, other than a routine inspection of the far north-west Summit when she had some free time.
Only it had not been routine. And the Visitor wasn't another product of her sleeping mind, but another entity bringing her visions of what to come as she slept. The Summit had been a disaster: purple snow, a rasping cough, glowing runes and the Visitor's voice in her waking mind. Solulfur was alarmed, but had gathered her wits and allies about her. All those she could coax away from the allure of the cave, she had accompanied down the mountain's treacherous, snow-slick terrain. By the time she returned to the borders of Dawnbreak, exhaustion was a lead weight tied around her ankles. Although she was in fresh air again, the effects of the snow lingered.
She wanted to speak with the others who'd been on the mountain, although they'd split ways upon reaching the borders. She wanted to speak with her brother, the other First Classes - there was crisis, and it was not on the horizon, it was already dangerously close to home. She didn't doubt it'd continue to encroach. But Solulfur didn't make it far within the safety of Dawnbreak's borders, before the Visitor's voice rattled within her skull with a command: Sleep. The Sun-wolf's golden eyes rolled into her head, and she slumped bonelessly to the snow-speckled earth of the Vale.
This dream was longer than the last, full of a strange language and even worse warnings from the Visitor and his faceless visage. Solulfur had questions, but no opportunity to speak them. Her patience thinned quickly, but her curiosity and the urgency in the Visitor's voice allowed her to keep her snarl from voicing itself in the dream-gathering. The others she had been on the mountain with were there, along with far more wolves who had encountered other strange circumstances in foreign lands. Solulfur did not commit their faces to memory. There were other, more important issues at paw - although she did recognize a few faces who had not been on the mountain, who she had met before. The Visitor had gathered many to his cause, an army of lupine faces, and still he seemed...afraid. Unsure whether his plot would succeed. A weak leader, or the odds were so insurmountable as to crush any courage he wished to impart to them. Solulfur couldn't decide which option she preferred.
The history lesson, she paid far more attention to than anything to come before this gathering. Solulfur knew a confessional of sins when she heard one, and she listened to the Visitor's ritualistic detailing of past wolf-kind's crimes against the land-spirits with the storm-like, critical air of judge, jury and executioner gathered around her.
They had disrespected the land they were gifted to protect. They had proven themselves unworthy of its gifts, and so they had been removed. This was the right of the land that gave them all blessings and all life, but Mythris....had gone farther than simply folding the unworthy wolves back into the cycle of life and death that ruled over all else. Pups, innocent wolves, the soil and the flowers and the wildlife all succumbed to the land's plague.
Mythris is willing to destroy itself if it means culling all wolves, the Visitor warned.
I think the fuck not, Solulfur opened her mouth to retort, but she was already slipping away from the vision.
The Black Sun opened her eyes. She was sprawled on her side, pine needles and snow beneath her and the open sky cut through with the jagged, familiar edges of the Vale. Just ahead of her nose, a fat inkdrop of a vole was perched to nibble at a seed with precise, harried bites. Solulfur blinked again, processing everything she had seen and experienced in the last day or so, and huffed a long, sharp exhale through her nose. The vole startled at the signs of life from the wolf, dropping the tan seed and scampering toward a small hole in the earth to take shelter.
Solulfur rose to her paws, shaking the pine needles and detritus out of her pelt. A stormy expression carved itself deep into the sharp obsidian of her features, snowy ears folded loosely against her skull.
She had feared calamity crawling itself up to the borders of her home for so long, it was almost, almost a relief that it was finally here. At last, a battle for her to rage against. At last, a problem for her to pit her inner flame against. At last, the threads of divine fate woven into her very blood and marrow had been pulled by the machinations in this world greater than even she. But mostly, for an overwhelming few beats of her heart within her chest, Solulfur simply wanted, childishly, to cry. Because it was finally here; and Solulfur knew this would threaten everything she'd built and everyone she'd grown to love.
Some part of her raged against the indignity of it all: Another legacy now settled upon her shoulders for her to bear. She bore the weight of the fra Nordri, one of the last to roam this earth to her knowledge. She bore the weight of the Crane, their hunger for glory burning even now within her. Now, she bore the weight of the Mythris wolves to come before her. She was the blade to lance the infection at the heart of this strange land she now called home. Just like the others, it was a duty she was incapable of shirking. Solulfur felt it settle around her shoulders like armor, weighty and cold and holding the world at bay.
She was the Sun-wolf, shining embodiment of courage; her soul was a blaze. She was the bite of ice and salt of the northern seas. She was the immovability of the stone of the highest mountains. She was the ray of dawn bursting forth from the horizon to shatter the dark. She was the Rune-seeker, one of Mythris' forsaken children, now. Another epithet, another legacy, another destiny, another duty. Solulfur felt all of them: her mother's stories, her father's quiet pride, her brothers' and packmates' belief in her, her own ego. They clamored within her, overlapping voices a chant that pounded in time to the war-drum beat of her heart.
It had been a while since she'd felt so powerful.
It had been a while since she'd felt so alone.
She'd found a true kind of comradery, when she'd been able to finally climb down from her pedestal. Solulfur stared back down at the spring-green grass peeking out of the snow-melt damp earth, and she knew what she was really thinking about as she pondered the pairing of green-on-silver. Aurelia, Solvi and Tiberii had fought for and honorably won the right to know the Solulfur that lay beneath layers of glacial duty and armor-like ferocity.
If you must burn and bleed, we do it together, She had said; and Solulfur had agreed, the statement forming into pact between them beneath pure white snow and moonlight. Solulfur had made that vow and many others besides to Aurelia with all the parts of herself, not out of duty but out of...Friendship. Whatever lay at the heart of the complex tangle she felt, that refused to unknot itself.
The weight of the world's fate rested on her shoulders now. Solulfur felt it shift and grind into her spine with every breath that felt insubstantial amidst the weight. The Sun-wolf, shining embodiment of courage, relentless strength turned flesh, felt afraid. Afraid of what would become of those she loved if she did not bear the burden with grace and honor. Afraid of what she would become if she did bear it well, too well.
She had left home once for her duty, for her family's sake and safety, and she had never gotten to go home.
Solulfur put those worries from her mind, sensing it to be a kind of grief that tasted like rot and chewed through the strings holding her heart and courage in their places.
Ilát, mín heilög gjöf*, to me.She barked, confident in the raven's ability to find her. The bird was uncanny like that, a clear sign of the divine favor weighing down their feathers, too. Already, Solulfur was on the move. She would waste no more time with her cowardice. She needed to gather the other witnesses from the Summit, and their leaders - council with them, first, so they decide how to explain this to the pack without triggering panic.
Aurelia, Tiberii, Nottin!Solulfur's crisp summons echoed across the mountain, clear and commanding as a peal of thunder. She would find the others she'd seen on the Summit shortly, although she was sure some of them would find their way to her first.
